Back from the dead.

Man...I feel so bad. I have not been here in 2 years. I feel like I have abandoned a friend. But I am still here. No excuses. I told you I'm not big on commitments. I am Procrastinator numero uno. I am lazy, forgetful...
Well it does not help that Life has taken over. Work, FB and Twitter. But like I said no excuses. I dropped the ball. It is not the first time and sadly it probably won't be the last.

Whew I am trying to remember where I left off. At one point in my life did I stop writing? I am sure I can pinpoint the exact date when I fell off the face of this blog but... I am no longer interested in the past. I have cut ties. I have buried the dead. I have burned bridges. I have moved on.

I have celebrated a couple of birthdays since then. Reality really has hit me. At this point, I know I have more past than future. That is scary. Time is running out. Clock is ticking. I gotta finish strong. But I may have lost the drive or the edge or maybe I just don't give as much of a F anymore. Luckily, maybe not giving a F would be a welcome change. You gotta stay tuned.

I was just gonna promise that I would write an entry a day. But I know that would be a lie.

So let's just keep it loose. I'll keep doing it till I don't. And if I don't, know that I meant to.

Heart on your shoulder.

I guess part of having a blog is opening yourself to other people...sometimes even strangers.

Funny coz I read other blogs and wonder how much of the crap I read is really true?

Is their life really THAT exciting and fun?

I sometimes cringe that I have a blog. I am not very good at censoring myself...or making good mature decisions.

That pic that I picked for example. I have gotten feedback that it is NOT appropriate.

But I thought it depicted the theme of the blog... the me that people do not know.

I bet half of the people I interact with on a regular basis had no idea I had a tat.

I actually have won money in bets with people who said that there is no way I have a tattoo.

Oh well, I will probably give in.

Or not.